Only Time Will Tell

I can't take it anymore. The constant arguing and talking behind each other's backs. this kind of behavior is ridiculous. Why do people feel the need to talk so much shit about people. Yes, some of the words that are spoken are true. However, I do not appreciate all the speculation and rumors that are being said. I believe everyone needs to stop worrying so much about the way others live their lives and stop spending so much time trying to point out the wrongs or mishaps in others. Instead people need to just care about their own lives and focus on what makes them happy.

Also, just because you don't necessarily like someone doesn't mean you have to purposely talk shit about them while your with them. Or single them out in front of everyone else. I understand you may not like them but seriously...just talk to them about it.

I'm so sick of this drama. Honestly why can't we all get along like we did at the beginning of the year? what even caused us to fall apart? i miss having our drama free nights. ....i guess only time will tell.

where are the answers

Why must everyone pressure me into hurrying my decisions?
is it not my life? have you not thought that maybe i'm scared to decide?
this choice will effect the rest of my life. if i mess this up i don't know if i can live in debt and regret. Why is college essential. what if i just want to travel the world and experience many things? is a college degree needed to but a plane ticket? the last time i checked i don't think it was. but i am expected to be just like my sisters and follow the path they have already worn.
Am i supossed to just pretend that i am happy with that? I don't think it is possible. it is enevitable that i will have a breakdown from the pressure and possibly go crazy. Since i do have to go, i wish college didn't cost so much. It is basically holding me back from what i really want to do. i would really enjoy going to school in Arizona but, of course, my parents wont support me in that. just like they harldy support me in anything.

I shall ponder this question but never recieve an answer.